"I'm better than my past"​-​Ep

by Backroom

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Confusion 02:46
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Your midwestern swimming pool is cooler than mine 02:41
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INTRO instrumental thing VERSE You take pills to make you feel better It doesn’t work so you hide all ur feelings in a sweater It’s the middle of September again Your minds always racing And you can’t stop yourself from pacing any longer I just want you to feel stronger again INSTRUMENTAL VERSE 2 You can’t seem to focus on anything That doesn’t involve yourself Stop putting all your feelings on a self The anxiety won’t stop pooling And your mind won’t stop overruling you I need something to cut through INSTRUMENTAL LEAD UP TO CHORUS CHORUS And I-e-I can’t stop crying on the floor And I-e-1 can’t keep doing this anymore And your mother says she hates my face And I can’t erase All the things that she had told me When you weren’t there In the summers air I just wanna go back to when we can be alone... OURO instrumental thing
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You'll never be able to forget me 02:47
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INTRO *plucking* CHORUS And how does it feel That you’ll never be able to forget me And your downing all of these pills Cause you don’t really like remembering (Your trembling) you got... 2 eyes on the back of ur head You can’t see straight Thinking ahead about all the things you can’t take. Is it to late? It’s never too late. VERSE *plucking/strumming* And I don’t wanna see straight I’m always missing those days No i don’t wanna waste my time Any longer. I’ve felt out of touch Since December. *strumming* Nights are cold and even darker Sun went away before 5:30 I didn’t have the guts to tell your parents Things were getting tough for you, they didn’t know it BRIDGE And that was selfish of me x4 INSTRUMENTAL *tapping thing* CHORUS x2 And how does it feel That you’ll never be able to forget me And your downing all of these pills Cause you don’t really like remembering (Your trembling) you got... 2 eyes on the back of ur head You can’t see straight Thinking ahead about all the things you can’t take. Is it to late? It’s never too late. INSTRUMENTAL OUTRO *some tapping*
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Habits 04:22
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Benadryl and Cough Syrup 02:48
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VERSE Don’t tell me that you never really liked me I know that shits fake, just like your family 16 and were “still to young” to have “black lungs and twisted tongues”... BUT Your craving company that you’ll never have Seems so fake but it’s cause your too sad You need help but you won’t admit it you Cover it up using Benadryl and cough syrup Saw you in the woods last night... Drinking away until your feelings die You been, so numb from hiding it all And it’s been a few months since you’ve had a withdraw 2 MEASURES BEFORE CHORUS CHORUS Do I even miss you (Do I even miss you) Or do I just miss What I thought I could have  Do I even miss you (Do I even miss you) Or do I just miss What I thought I could have 2 MEASURES VERSE 2 Dissociative behavior won’t stop Hopped to get away before my eyes drop And you, tried to get help but it didn’t work So you gave up, popped another perk Outside for the first time since last week Hatted it so much cause everything looks bleak Constantly in my head thinking bout you Hope you find a way to get through (this) 2 MEASURES BEFORE CHORUS CHORUS Do I even miss you (Do I even miss you) Or do I just miss What I thought I could have  Do I even miss you (Do I even miss you) Or do I just miss What I thought I could have 2 MEASURES CHORUS Do I even miss you (Do I even miss you) Or do I just miss What I thought I could have  Do I even miss you (Do I even miss you) Or do I just miss What I thought I could have 2 MEASURES OUTRO
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Get out of my head 02:25
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INRTO VERSE See everything is cloudy in my mind Red flags are going off Oh how could I be so blind Your face reminds me of the day that I met you Starting to think, that I can’t get through (CAUSE) CHORUS I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head No, I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head VERSE 2 i don’t want Anything to do with you But I needed someone I could come to And I can’t explain why My entire body aches I Keep on trying to get me from Shake-ing (CAUSE) CHORUS I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head No, I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head No, I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head SOLO SECTION AND I CANT WAIT AND I CANT WAIT NO I CANT WAIT ANY LONG-ER NO NOT ANY LONGER NO LONGER THAN THISSSSSSS CHORUS I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head No, I can wait any longer For you to get out of my head OUTRO

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released December 31, 2021

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Were an Emo band from a smallish city in Illinois

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